just because my parents are going through a rough time, doesn’t mean they should take their shit out on me

it annoys me when people say how skinny girls aren’t attractive and that curvier girls are. I mean we can’t always help how we look. everyone is attractive in their own right, no matter what shape or size

I know I always seem to be moaning about school but its because its the main source of the shit in my life at the moment. I’ve done crappy in another subject and it just really frustrates me because I try so hard, to the point where I think I’m going to break mentally, and its still not good enough. I’ve got all these pressures in my life to do well in school, be nice to people, don’t loose it with my parents, have a social life, be a good friend, and there is no way I can contemplate being able to do everything. I keep getting all these setbacks and I don’t see the point in trying anymore, with these exams coming up next week I have no idea how I’m going to get through it. I’ve got to get good grades so I can get into uni and get job and get my life sorted.  But I really don’t see this happening any time soon. I just don’t see the point anymore

I dont think my family understand how much I am freaking out about my exams. I stay up until stupid o’clock in the morning trying to do work, so then when I get home from school I sleep. And when I woke up this afternoon my dad keeps telling me to take the day off from revising… HA.  no.

a message would totally make me night a whole lot better than it is!